Happy New Year...

Honestly, there's nothing to be happy about new year. It just goes to show that you're getting older - one year closer to dying.. and that's about it. Okay, I'm just being sore. Cause I'm stuck at home alone, with no new year plans, no one to go out with. Did get a couple of offers from some nice pple (who probably felt sorry for me). But no thanks. And too lazy (or maybe too proud) to whip out my phone to make plans.. so decided to just come home and sulk and feel sorry for myself.

Totally sianz from work..Imagine working till 10pm on new year's eve, when majority of the people in the world (besides me and two other unlucky colleagues) are stuck at work. And wait, where's my beloved boss... hm...oh.. he's on Off... Not to forget idiots who kept bugging us for the GST package (so glad it's the last day for applications) and best of all, next month's schedule..(PMs and PMs and PMs...and really pathetic 6 -10pm shifts on weekends! Fucker) Looking at each month's schedule never fails to spoil my mood. Sigh... oh well, just 7 more months to go....

Guess a bad day at work really screws up my mood for any happiness for new year. What a great start indeed.

Anyway, any new year resolutions? Nope. Doesn't work for me. None of the resolutions I ever had was actually fulfilled. So, guess that's it. No more resolutions...

Sigh.. too emo for my own sake...

that's it. period.

Wedding plans..

Sat down with Zim and Mac today over breakfast.. (Cancelled my last blading session of the year due to rain! damnit) Anyway, we talked about a range of topics.. and finally fell on the topic of our wedding.. With Mac's expertise in mind, we discussed our rough plans and budget and shortlisted several places that we could possibly host our wedding. (Nope, there won't be any wedding banquet. Just a simple affair for a group of close friends)

Hee..Actually, the conversation got me a little excited about our wedding plans. Can't wait for things to start falling into place and for us to really start the planning! We have yet to settle on the actual date (due to a series of uncertainties) so it's kinda hard for me to say when it really will be.. But hang in there.. the day will come...

Catching Up...

Met up with one of my friends today... Realized that I haven't been as good a friend as I would like to to her. (As usual...) Seems like both of us have moved on quite a bit and there were so many things that I am unaware of that are happening in her life. I feel kinda guilty for having distanced myself from her due to priorities in life. Seems like I've been a lousy friend who is lost in my own world. She has moved on quite a bit.. Doing well in her work, getting into a relationship.. blah blah.. and I'm actually ashamed to say that I am unaware of the details of her life. To think she still regards me as one of her bestest friend. Really deserve a slap for being such a lousy friend...

Actually, it ain't just her. There are a handful of them whom I'm been neglecting and as a result, pretty much lost the friendships I had with them. As much as I despise it, I've to admit that I'm someone who 重色轻友. Seems like I've given most of my time to Zim (No, I'm not blaming you, and I believe that every minute spent with you was worth it) and have gradually chosen him over several of my friends. Quite a pity indeed, especially when these are some of the people that went through joy and sadness during my good old school days...

think it's about time I made some effort to meet up with several of my friends and catch up with them on what's going on in their life... if they are willing to meet me to begin with....

LOL.. let's see how things will go..

Food from Switzerland...

Decided to upload some additional pics from Switzerland. Oh well, sorry to disappoint if u are expecting nice scenery or architecture..

Instead... here goes...

Yummy yummy food from Switzerland...



Damn.. looking at all this does make me kinda hungry right now.. Craving for hot chocolate right now...

*KeY's stomach grumbles...*

Karma...

I always believed in karma...

Been a really nasty person for the past week... bullying people around me... =P

Seems like I'm really running damn low on karma now...

sigh.. needa start accumulating it again...

Need my help for anything???? I'll do anything to accumulate karma!!!!

Free, but stuck...

Finally done with my induction course! Feeling a little empty now.. especially when I think about having to return to work.. *shrugs* Oh well, let's not go there for now..Did make a handful of friends during this two weeks, some of which I totally adore and would love to keep in touch with and a handful of which I would probably never meet again in my life (and I don't really care anyway..=P)

Honestly, don't think I gained much (as in after attending all the classes and talks) during the two weeks of brain-washing, guess it's because I was in a semi-conscious state most of the time. Afterall, I probably slept no more than 20 hours throughout the week (thanks to bridge and supper and ktv).. But one thing that definitely stuck with me, is the advice given to me by the instructor... Slapped me right on my face. He mentioned that, if this job isn't meant for you, you should move on and not waste your time.

Actually at that very instant, I felt like he was saying it directly to me. For the past months, I've been struggling with thoughts about the job. To begin with, I do not really enjoy the nature of the work (being at the beck and call of the GRLs is definitely something I cannot stand, esp when some of them treat u like a slave) and I dislike the management style at work (to be more direct - I HATE my boss). I dislike the inflexibility of my work schedule, I dislike missing out on family events and friends' gatherings simply because my boss is too 'lazy' to make extra arrangements for me. I dislike being bullied at work (he refused to send me for my region's retreat simply because he needs to compensate me an off day if he did so..ass) and being thrown a whole shitload of work simply because the boss has too many emails that he needs to clear (just pure incompetency). I came to realise that I treasure my time with my family and friends over my career. And it totally frustrates me that the nature of the job is restricting my leisure time tremendously. Seems like I've listed enough reasons for me to move on....

I'm giving myself two months. Two months for change to happen within my workplace. If things doesn't change for the better, I'll move on....

Dreading each and everyday at work....

damnit...

Stuck @ Nacli...

Not really in a blogging mood recently. Guess that explains the lag in entries...

Hm.. anyway, just a simple update.. KeY is currently stuck @ NACLI (some ulu place off pasir panjang road) for induction and will be stuck there till the end of next week. Oh well, it really isn't as bad as it sounds. Met lotsa fun people who are a bomb to hang out with... (of cos, to bully and to gossip with lah.. =P) and most of the activities are either brainless (just stone and pretend to listen to talks) or fun (which is a PERFECT fit with KeY's personality..). So, guess i'll survive...

Set a new record for my life.. slept only 9 hours in 3 days! (no thanks to gossiping sessions) LOL.. oh well, when there's fun, who needs sleep....

Okie.. time to start packing for another week of in camp training..

til then...